So I just wished for you. Again. Like I have been for a year. I still don’t think you understand how I feel. You broke my heart. We may not have been dating, but that doesn’t change my feelings towards you. I thought we were gonna be together. We just had to wait like two more months until we could be happy together. I had a wild imagination, all my thoughts, thoughts about the future, with you in them. Whenever I thought of you, my heart would race and I would get this huge smile on my face and I wouldn’t be able to control it. They way you made me feel was indescribable and still the new feelings are indescribable, though I can try. Sharp pains in my heart. My heart in my stomach. I tried to eat and I couldn’t. The hour of food made me feel sick to my stomach. I just feel so stupid that I wasted so much time on you. I wasted other people’s time on you as well. For an entire year. Just to find out that we never had anything. I seriously thought we did. But you said we didn’t. But then again you said we did. I don’t understand you. You told me all these things and I sometimes doubted you and you told me to stop being so insecure. But I was right in my mind. And now I don’t know what to do. I know it’s stupid, but I almost based my entire future around. I don’t know what to do anymore. I guess I’ll just have to live on without you. I did before, I guess I can do it again even though I don’t want to.
people: “I don’t think i’m going to watch Freak Show, it looks too scary lol”
my tongue is so cold let me put it in ur mouth
when you see your best friend hanging out with someone you hate